and all god keeps saying is 'i see you i see you i see you, i saw you i saw you i saw you.' and peace, and peace and peace.

and all i keep doing is shaking and bawling and saying more even when i don't want more because i know i don't want anything else but more. (more jesus, more).

its good to finally come to a place in my heart where i can rest. it has been so long without rest. it has been too long without rest.

and maybe that's all a person needs in the midst of transition is peace, and joy, and the overwhelming hope that its going to be better than it was before. and that's enough right now for me not to waver.

he sees me, he sees me, he sees me.