and i knew that he was good.

and i laid there, still, feeling every bit of tension struggle in my spine. and i was fighting to find a place that didn't hurt, that didn't feel so crooked. and his peace was falling over me. and all of the tension dissolved into tears and i laid there, crying. and he whispered in my ear, you don't know how to be helpless. and i laid there, helpless, in so much need of a healing, a realignment, that i cannot bring. and i knew that i was helpless. and i knew that he was good.